Overcome. That word used to fill me with motivation to do what it takes to fight sin and my flesh and live on fire for God! I resolved to do better and try harder. I would overcome.
But today when I read that word, I realized that Jesus already overcame, and trying to pull myself up to do something He already did is pointless.
The actual process of living out that victory that He won for me hasn't looked like I thought it would. Lately, it's looked like Him chipping away at my heart. He's tearing down things that I found my identity in. He's showing me my pride. He's letting me see where I have believed lies and had an incorrect view of Him. It doesn't feel a lot like overcoming.
But in the middle of all of that, He's showing me His love for me in a way I never knew before. And it's a pretty beautiful thing. Slowly but surely He's giving me love for Him that makes me want to live for Him because of how amazing He is, not so that I can somehow earn His favor or make myself look good.
Maybe brokenness has to come first. But since He already has overcome, I can rest in that and trust that He will finish His work in me.
But today when I read that word, I realized that Jesus already overcame, and trying to pull myself up to do something He already did is pointless.
The actual process of living out that victory that He won for me hasn't looked like I thought it would. Lately, it's looked like Him chipping away at my heart. He's tearing down things that I found my identity in. He's showing me my pride. He's letting me see where I have believed lies and had an incorrect view of Him. It doesn't feel a lot like overcoming.
But in the middle of all of that, He's showing me His love for me in a way I never knew before. And it's a pretty beautiful thing. Slowly but surely He's giving me love for Him that makes me want to live for Him because of how amazing He is, not so that I can somehow earn His favor or make myself look good.
Maybe brokenness has to come first. But since He already has overcome, I can rest in that and trust that He will finish His work in me.